January 2010
"Once There Was A Way To Get Back Homeward...
Once there was a way to get back home Sleep pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullabye
Golden slumbers fill your eyes Smiles awake you when you rise Sleep pretty darling do not cry And I will sing a lullaby.”
Sometimes you’ve got to go back, to find the things you love.
“For you my heart. Ripped from my chest. Eviscerated I am. And if I could I would...”
– Jenny Schecter, The L Word (via rainbowmummies) (via nostalgicdreams) (via milktrees)
"Your like the brother I wish I had..."
Throughout life, everyone gravitates to those whom they can feel a strong bond with, a connection through similar interest. Everyone wants to belong somewhere, they want to mean something to someone. Whether it be a boyfriend, girlfriend, your parents, those kids you sit by at school, a best friend, whoever it may be…everyone needs someone. Throughout my own life I’ve always had...
"All Ya Did Was Wreck My Bed..
..and in the mornin kick me in the head, oh Maggie I couldn’t have tried, anymore..”
I think it was my dad who implanted Rod Stewart and many other of my current musical interests, into my brain at a very young age, and I couldn’t be more happy about that. I’ll always remember when my mom and dad were still together, every morning Jimmy and I’d wake up to Maggie May...
So Super Silly.
Jordan: Hey Miss C.
Miss Crecelius: Hey.
Jordan: Did you hear about the new hit band in Haiti?
Miss Crecelius: Hm? =/?
Jordan: They're called, New Block on the Kids.
Miss Crecelius: o_o.....wha-
Jordan: ^_^ Kbai.
fmylife:
Today, I was letting my boyfriend of 4 years tie me up and do stuff to me. After finishing on my face, he then left. My parents had to untie me. FML
Sometimes I Get Lost.
Its hard to trust anyone when even those who are the closest to you deceive you. Don’t get me wrong, people maybe be genuine at first, but time wears them down, feelings build, selfless motives turn to selfish motives. True colors begin to show. You get to thinking, how did the world, our world, the only one we have, come to this. Its an odd feeling when you realize who really is full of...
“I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close) submitted by: athousandthoughtsperminute (via quote-book) (via tmongold)
To Whom It May Concern,
I’m sorry you and your family feel the need to lash out with spiteful posts. There is nothing wrong with becoming happy. And I don’t understand when you talk about drama between us, anything I posted, on Tumblr, or Facebook, was never about you. There is no need for me to explain myself, to you, or anyone. Again, sorry you feel the way you do. I can wish you the best.
I Got A Call Today....
From the Cleveland Institute of art? Apparently a teacher recommended me and I have the opportunity to be accepted like, really soon. I have an appointment tomorrow at 6 with them. Exciting =). I’d really like Major in music still, so I’m not dead set on anything, but I will definatly check them out.
Right Out The Back Of Your Head.
“A square peg in a black hole, We don’t fit in, that’s the way it goes, You shouldn’t act like you’re better than us, cause you’re not, No no no, What they say won’t make us go away, So fucking Blow those words out the back of your head.”
Were not obligated for an explanation. People can say and think what they want, but the fact remains, you are completely in the dark, and...
fmylife:
Today, my female room-mate decided to throw away my xbox, along with a few other possessions because they reminded her of her ex. Furiously, I asked her if “it was that time of the month again.” Now I can’t feel my balls, and miss my games. FML
“Ambition is a poor excuse for not having sense enough to be lazy.”
– Charlie McCarth (via constantflux) (via quote-book) (via tmongold)
Okay, Well Shit. Let Me Start all The Way Back...
So I figure I’ll talk about everything now….if at any point you find yourself confused or wondering, there’s a lot that you don’t know, and it’s best not to ask…. Recently, within the past month-ish, things were at their breaking point for me. Things with Rachel, as you probably have noticed, completely disintegrated. Now’s a good time as any to explain....
Holy balls
I’ve stayed at tays 3 times in 2 weeks :)
I really dont have much time at the moment.
…but when I get home, I’ve got a fuckin shit ton of good things I want to sayy =)
Cock Pushups.
KG: Do you think that um, do you think that when the album, when this is out...
JB: Yeah?
KG: Do you think it will make us um, more attractive to the ladies?
JB: Pshh, yeah, in fact, I been getting ready.
KG: Yeah?
JB: Yeah, I been doin cock pushups.
KG: Cock Pushups?
JB: Yeah.
KG: What are those?
JB: Its where you fuckin lay down flat on the ground.
KG: Yeah...
JB: And then you let your boner lift you up off the ground.
KG: N...no, that's, that'd be impossible. Your cock can support your whole
weight?
JB: Well not at first...
KG: Yeah?
JB: But over time.
KG: Hmm...how many pushups can you do?
JB: ...cock pushups?
KG: Yeah...I guess, you could only do one really.
JB: Yeah, well one is all ya need
Through Struggle.
Only through struggle have i found rest, with a piece of me taken away, I begin to understand, hollow out this machine like chest, with its gears that turn to make me feel, and assembled thoughts that fade away, I begin to understand.
Sooooo.
Besides takin my exams, im pretty excited for the rest of this week. Even my exams aren’t that hard. Due to the new schedule for it, they had to shorten the tests to fit the time frame we have to do them =). Today and tomorrow were off at 12:30, and off Friday…Oh Friday, a fucking wonderfullll day. =)
WWECS?
Its late in the evening, she’s wondering what clothes to wear, she puts on her make-up, and brushes her Long Blonde Hair, and then she asks me “Do I look Alright?” and I say yes, you look Wonderful Tonight.
Lulz.
fmylife:
Today, a police officer caught my girlfriend and me having sex. The officer was my dad, and we were butt naked in his new Ford Expedition. FML
You Know What's Funny?
When people watch you. I love that. Well, not to worry, just smile and wave tayy.
"Is there a reason your scared?"
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give...
Sometimes I Get Lost.
Sometimes, I wonder, how much of myself should I give. I’ve always had a fear of rejection, a fear of vulnerability, I don’t like the feeling that I’ve given too much. It’s always the people you trust, your best friends, your parents, your significant other, brother or sisters…whoever… and after pain, I swear to let no one in. Maybe I’ll never be able to...
Sometimes I Get Lost.
Everything ends one day, but why not love that time that you have? Its said so many times, but not quite said the right way. Live your life. Sure, success is important, a job is important, reputation is important, but so is happiness, so is passion, and love, so is love.
Tumblr app?
Fucking rules!! =D!
“The past is all that’s gone, the future is here to come, this moment is...”
There is more snow outside than there has been all...
…but this hallowed ribcage is getting warmer with every passing day…
“..cause im as free as a bird now….”
Sometimes I Get Lost.
Theres a point when inside a persons brain, a change occurs, where the feelings for someone they care for mutates. When this change happens, it is really the reason for most of the downfalls in a relationship. I think its when they are looking for different things in a relationship, is when a conflict occurs, and when those needs arent met on either side, they fall away, and turn to others who...
Why Do I Love Cuyahoga Falls?
Back when I was a wee lad, say, 13 years old, my parents moved around a lot, especially my Dad and my step mom, Amy. I lived in a ton of different places, but one I wont ever forget is when I lived on a street called Arlington Road. This street goes down quite a ways, and it seems that the further down you get, the worse it seems to get. When it comes to jumping to conclusions, I wont lie, I was...
Sometimes I Get Lost.
When your surrounded by people who bring you down…I don’t understand why you would stay in that situation….everyday they stick around with people who take away from them, they insult them, they hurt them, they ignore them, and they belittle them. Maybe they are afraid of change, or what the future will be like. I believe, that when the pain of the present becomes heavier than the...
“Falling Away..Cant Buy Back Time…Burn it down, any way..”
"Anthony, Quit Fucking Around!"
Alyssa: I swear to god, if you break anything in my fucking car I'll kill you.
Anthony: Fucking calm down...were chill...
Jordan: There's one right there *points at crazy Hobo*
Anthony: Hey!!!
Hobo: >_> huh?
Anthony and Jordan: FUCK YOU! *Middle Finger*
“Consequences dictate course of action, it doesn’t...
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